Lost in thought, I surrender myself to a feeling of blissful
peace and contentment, as the warm afternoon rays of the September sun beat
down on my exposed skin.
In the distance, I can see picnicking families sprawled out
on their Cath Kidston rugs, hear the muffled squeals of excitable toddlers and
make out the blurry forms of yummy mummies chasing after them.
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Taking the plunge: Sara Lawrence bared all for an afternoon with London's Secret Swimming Club |
I’m on Wimbledon Common in London, which is the epitome of
Saturday afternoon, middle-class contentment.
Everyone, including me, is here to make the most of summer’s
last throes.
Unlike everyone else though, I am not nibbling on a sandwich
or throwing a stick for a dog to chase. Neither am I dressed in a pretty Boden
frock and designer flip-flops. In fact I’m not dressed in anything — I’m as
naked as the day I was born.
Yes, that’s right, I am in a park in broad daylight, with
not a stitch of clothing to cover my modesty. Not only that, but I’m floating
on my back, in a lily pond.
Horrified? All I can say is don’t knock it before you’ve
tried it. Because no one is more surprised than me to find it feels pretty darn
good.
So how have I come to be stark naked on Wimbledon Common?
Whisper it, but I have joined a secret society of people who like to ease the
stress of modern-day living by enjoying the freedom of swimming naked in
beautiful, scenic places.
The Secret Swimming Club, the brainchild of entrepreneur
Fabien Riggall, 36, from West London, is open to anyone who fancies bathing in the
buff in rivers, streams, reservoirs and iced lakes.
‘This swimming club is about breaking away from the
formulaic, about going out on an adventure. Our lives are too organised, too
regimented and going swimming in the wild with a group of like-minded people is
liberating and exciting,’ says Fabien.
Those gung-ho enough to take part meet once a month to
relax, chat, unwind and — of course — frolic naked in the great outdoors. They
do not need to be too concerned about being tickled by the long arm of the law
as it is not an offence to be naked in public in England and Wales unless it
can be proved someone has been left distressed, alarmed or outraged.
After reading about the club in the Daily Mail recently I
was filled with curiosity. It all sounded so daring, so exciting and, let’s
face it, so thoroughly un-British.
Those who know me will testify to the fact that I have been known to partake in drunken skinny-dipping episodes and think nothing of sunbathing topless on the beach.
What’s
more, I boarded at Roedean, a girls’ public school in Brighton, where getting
naked in front of the others in the communal shower block or changing rooms was
commonplace.
But I’ve
never been tempted by naked rambling or nudist camps — I imagine they involve
overweight men with saggy bottoms and beer bellies.
Yet
somehow the Secret Swimming Club appeals to me.
It
conjures up sensual images such as the glorious scene in the film Atonement
when Keira Knightley disrobes on a steamy summer’s day and dives into a
fountain.
However,
the reality isn’t quite so romantic (or artfully lit).
Walking
towards the meeting point, still fully-clothed, I am gripped by terror as I
realise that I will soon be naked in front of a photographer and 40 strangers.
The instinct to flee overwhelms me. Why, oh why, can’t I just feed the ducks?
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Like most
women, I have certain hang-ups about my body. I had convinced myself that I
would emerge more self-confident after this. But suddenly, the wobbly bits
which decorate my size 12 frame are all I can think about. Why had I ever
believed that showing them off to naked strangers was a good idea?
Shaking
with nerves, I decide to talk to one of my fellow ‘nakedees’. Emma tells me she
is a 35-year-old mother-of-two from Kent. ‘Until I started doing this, the only
person who’d seen me naked in the last ten years was my husband,’ she says.
I tell her
how anxious I feel. She does her best to reassure me. ‘Soon you’ll start to
feel incredibly free and innocent,’ she says. ‘It’s almost like a rebirth.’
Standing
by the edge of the pond, I watch men and women of all ages, shapes and sizes
glorying in their nudity. I might be paralysed at the thought of stripping off
but suddenly being the only one fully-dressed makes me feel ridiculous.
The
instinct to flee overwhelms me. Why, oh why, can't I just feed the ducks?
I look
around at my fellow swimmers and note there are a few more women than men.
Most are
in their 20s and 30s, a handful are in their 40s and 50s, while two look old
enough to be travelling home on their free bus passes. There are a couple of
groups of hippyish girls and a few guys who are obviously friends. There’s the
one older couple and a smattering of singletons. All in all, we’re a mixed
bunch.
Enough
procrastination! It is time for me to jump into the unknown.
I steel myself, take a deep breath and whip off my top, unhook my bra and step out of my shorts and knickers. A burst of confidence overwhelms me and I don’t even suck my stomach in. I am what I am, I tell myself. Today is a day to feel free.
I steel myself, take a deep breath and whip off my top, unhook my bra and step out of my shorts and knickers. A burst of confidence overwhelms me and I don’t even suck my stomach in. I am what I am, I tell myself. Today is a day to feel free.
Unsurprisingly,
our group has attracted some attention and I can feel eyes boring into my back
(at least I hope it’s just my back.)
I turn to
see a dog walker staring intently, clearly undecided as to whether he should be
outraged or admiring. But I don’t rush to conceal my nakedness. Instead I smile
and carry on.
Staring
into the murky depths of Queensmere Pond, I wonder how clean the water is and
whether it will make me ill if I swallow any. Will it be squelchy? Muddy?
Slimy? There’s only one way to find out.
I always thought naturists must be getting some sort of sexual kick out of their hobby. But there is not a whiff of sexual tension.
‘Water is healing,’ explains Anton, a 41-year-old architect
from South London. ‘Swimming with a like-minded group in this beautiful setting
is liberating.’
‘I feel a bit more able to relate to other people,’ says
Katy, a secondary school teacher from York. ‘I wish I could bring my class down
here and make them all go swimming naked together — I think a lot of the
bullying would stop.’
As the light begins to fade, the rest of the swimmers
clamber out of the pond. I wonder if the inhibitions people lose in the water
might return, but there’s a definite sense of camaraderie as people get
dressed.
Of course there will be those who think nudity has no place
in public. But I find myself agreeing with Katy. Take away the barrier of
clothes and, suddenly, people are a lot nicer.
When I arrived on the Common and saw the glamorous mothers
in their designer dresses and shoes, I formed an instant opinion of them, not
something I was able to do to any of the naked swimmers.
Once you remove the designer labels it makes it easier to
speak to each other. As the old saying goes, the only thing to fear is fear
itself, and having conquered mine I feel like I can take on the world.
With autumn around the corner, I doubt I’ll be brave enough
to skinny dip again this year, but come next summer, I will definitely do so.
If you’re appalled by the idea, then look away if you
encounter a group of carefree, naked swimmers — if not, peel off your clothes
and jump in, you might be surprised how much you like it.
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